Tuesday, 16 April 2013

Masih Tak Bisa Melupakan.



Assalamualaikum 

Is it good if you'd find out that your name is written on his hand ? Yes, trust me it is double triple  seronoknyaa ! But, how if you'd see the other girl's name on his hand ? :)
Shera percaya korang boleh fikir sendiri. Hihi.

Im sorry sebab keep on writing pasal this guy even dah lama shera menyepi and tetiba datang balek and still bawak cerita yg sama. Result ? Alhamdulillah atas garis and Alhamdulillah mama abah senyum lah jugekk, hehe :D Kenapa lama tak tules ? Hmm. Lots of story to be told, tapi malaz sangat nak update blog. Pun tak pasti kenapa. And harini tetiba ada mood and just tules :)

Shera okay Alhamdulillah. Hm ? Haha, yg atas tu. Shera ter-stalk dia je. Pastu tertengok benda tu. Shera senyum ohh lepas tengok ! Hihi, tapi kan Allah je taw hati shera :'/ Mungken shera tak pandai expres, mungken shera tak pandai nak confess terus, mungken shera tak pandai mengatur ayat utk bercakap, tapi takpalh. Shera rasa bersyukur. Sebab, dia yg bawak shera sampai sini sebenarnya. Dia punca shera saket. Sejak dari tu, shera belajar utk jadi kuat, setia dgn Allah Alhamdulillah, dengar and amek nasihat org, terus belajar utk jadi lebih matang. Yes I would like to thank him, tapii tu lah. Satu benda jea shera masih tak boleh buang.

Sayang dekat dia :')

Ingat senang ke nak sayang org lama-2 ? And perasaan tu, takpena ubah sikit pun sejak kenal dia dulu. Sayang tu tak berubah lansung ! Walaupun shera dah banyak kali jatuh sebab dia. Dah banyak kali mati hidup balek sebab dia. Dah rasa hilang hati ni sebab dia. Tapi Iman di dada yg jaga shera supaya tak buat benda pelik-2, and kembali dgn Allah. Tersedar diri dulu jahil and terus lupa Allah. Lebih sayang manusia dari pencipta-Nya. Dan skrg shera dah amek sebagai pengajaran diri sendiri. Alhamdulillah dapat terima perlahan-lahan. Hihi :')

Even if dia dah tak dapat bersama shera mcm dulu, shera still redha dgn ketentuan Allah. Jodoh semua Allah dah tetapkan masa kita lahir lagi sayang kann :') And for you, jangan sedih-2 lagi ehh ? Percayakan i, selagi Allah tak amek I dari you, you takkan kehilangan I. I janji. Sebab I suka and nak tengok you happy :)

Saya janji akan ada dgn awak bila awak sedih. Saya janji akan tinggalkan awak bila awak dah bahagia 

Monday, 11 March 2013

Tangisan Buatmu ~


Assalamualaikum 

Muka ada sebam bukan ? Orang kata sebab banyak menangis. Tapi alah, fiktif jea tu :'P Em, maybe tak cukup tidur. Tired or whatever kan. Hm, yeah. Tired of crying. Hati rasa sedih, kita menangis jeala kann ? Takda susahkan org laen pun, hihi. Takpala. Mcmana pun, shera rasa muchmuch better dah skrg Alhamdulillah :') Compare dgn dulu. Jahil kan. Sayang dekat manusia lebih daripada sayang Allah. See ? Allah dah tunjuk. Tapi skrg dah mula cerdik sikit halhal ni and dah boleh mula fikir dgn matang, so Alhamdulillah. Allah bagi ketenangan hati sebab ingat Dia, Alhamdulillah ♥ 

Serius rasa laen. Dulu memang tak senang lansung. Menangis jea lagi fikir, lagi fikir negative. Tapi sejak-2 ni, dah rasa mula redha dgn apa yg Allah dah tentukan and anggap benda ni takdir yg ada hikmah sebalik dia. Fikir benda ni positive, and i can live my life for sure :') Tapi, shera tak pernah berhenti berdoa utk dia yg shera sayang. Shera selalu mintak dgn Allah supaya dia boleh berubah. Taw tak ? Dia sangat baek dulu. Dia lembut jea. Dia tak marah, dia tak maki. Dia suka bincang elok-2. Boleh tolerate. Dia suka act like nothing happen. Dia caring, dia penyayang. Dia manja. Dia baek sangat. Tak salah la kenapa ramai perempuan suka dia masa tu kan :) Hihi, walaupun dia tak ingat shera, tapi hari-2 shera berdoa untuk dia. Shera rindu sangat KAWAN shera yg dulu. Shera tulis ni, nak kawan-2 semua tolong aminn kan doa shera. Shera nak sangat dia balek, jadi dia yg dulu. Sebab shera percaya, dia yg dulu adalah diri dia yg sebenar. Bukan dia yg skrg. Semua jadi opposite. Shera dah banyak kali nanges sebab perubahan dia. Shera taksuka dia yg skrg :(

Kay untuk awak if awak baca, tak kira la masa I ada or dah takde nant 

I rindukan you. Rindu en you yg dulu. I rindu sangat. Plus, 2 3 harini i termimpi en you. Malam tadi, i mimpi. I pegi dekat ruma maktok. ternampak you kua sidai baju. You nampak i, you cakap "HI!". Hihi, i tak sempat reply. I senyum jea. Then mama i tanya, tu kea you ? Kenapa laen, hihi. Tapi tu semua mimpi :') And I tawu, if you baca ni skrg, you must be hate this. I tawu you tak suka semua ni. Rmber you pernah warn i dulu ? Hee since that I dah takot sebenarnya, tapi stil beranikan diri utk buat. Well, kita tatahu kita hidup sampai bila. Atleast, if I takde or ape. You stil boleh baca and boleh berubah utk kebaikan org laen mcm yg I nak :) Wasiat ni, hihi. Takpelh, I just nak you tawu how much IMY. Allah je tawu. Rindu I sangat dekat you. You jaga diri. I risau kt sini even kita jarang contact. K ? Takecare. Assalamualaikum 

Salam Rindu.

Saturday, 16 February 2013

Faith ♥



Assalamualaikum 

Im not feeling so good harini. Not so sure why, but entahla hihi. Okayla, nak ringkas so kita straight to the point kay. Shera nak mintak ni, first of all nak mintak maaf if apa yg shera tules kt blog ni ada yg tak sedap dibaca kee. Ada terkacau bf siapasiapa kee. Sorry okay ? Tapi apa yg shera tules ni, semua umum. Shera rasa shera takda kacau bf siapasiapa. If psal that guy yg haritu shera update, dia cuma lahh kawan shera. Yea ? Janganla terus attack dia, atau attack shera tibatiba. Update status bukanbukan about me or him. Pdahal awak tatahu pun cerita betol dia right ? Then kalau nak baca blog shera semata-mata nak cari psal or nak saketkan hati sendri tuu, better takpayah lahh buka ea. Shera ni tules sukasuka jeaa. Lagipun tak elokla nak cari psal dengan orang ni. Nak rosakkan hubungan orang. Even just hubungan persahabatan. Kadang-2 awak tak sedar, ada orang yg sangat menghargai hubungan persahabatan :) 

Mohon berfikir dengan lebih matang. I know what am I doing kay ? Shera mintak maaf. Tak dedicated untuk siapasiapa mungken ;)

Publish !

Thursday, 14 February 2013

Encik Irfan ♥


Assalamualaikum :)

Yess, tidak dinafikan tajuk blog harini agak 'open'. Sebab harini Anniversary shera dgn dia buat kali ke 3tahun 3bulan Alhamdulillah :) *Perasan takot tu masih ade yee sbenanye :'P* Okayy takpe kita buat ringkas je kali ni. Em nak tunjuk gmbar dia sikitlah. Baru ada feel kann :P


Aaa tudiaa Encik Irfan kita eaa ♥ Okayy. Lets go thru the blabla terus ;>

Ehem, Assalamualaikum sayangg (: 
Kita dah sampai jauh kann ? Tak sangka pun dapat berkawan sampai jangka masa agak lama mcmni. Kita dah tempuhi banyak benda bersama. Ada jugak yg awak face sendiri, ada jugak yg saya hadapi sendiri. Tapi kita still complete each other. Alhamdulillah (: 
Okayy. Semalam I hadiahkan you seluar. Im glad you seronok dapat present tu taw. I seronok it suit dgn you. Harap dapat tengok you pkae nant yee. 14th Feb Midnight, pukul 1.18 a.m. , kita oncall. 2jam jugak. And you cumel sangat taw. Dah lama rasa you tak mcmtu (': Suddenly, kita tercakap psal relationship kita yg dulu. Tanpa sedar kita cakap psal benda tu, and kita baru jumpa punca kita breakup. Just sebab mulut orang. Em, I tak salahkan sesape. Takdir dah tentukan kann yang ? (:
Okay lah. Enough sampai situu. Laen-2 tuu secret between us je kann yang ? Ehee, nah I present en you lagu you nyanyi en I semalam. Thanks sayang. Thanks much. Thanks for everything (:



HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ♥


Thursday, 7 February 2013

Di Mana Kitaa ? :'(


Yes, entry ni shera tulis sebab rasa rindu sangat masa ni. Masa hubungan kita rapat sangat-2. Masa kita takpena gaduh. Semua masalah kita selesai sama-2. Tapi mana kita sekarang ? :'(
Dari kiri : Cuaa, Me (Shera), KatekChibiYucha and WawaGiebo 

Rindu hampa sangat. Mntak maaf kalau ada buat salah silap. Kita tetap Kawan Sampai Mati kann ? 






*Me and Wawa played the main characters in this pict for this entry*

Aku takpena sangka, kita akan rapat smpae mcmni. Lepas banyak kenangan kita lalui sama-2, dugaan datang menduga kita.

 BABES, I MISS YOU GUYS FUCKIN MUCH !
*isk :'( capslock off*


Itso Itso, Publish..


Sunday, 3 February 2013

Bila Rindu ツ


Assalamualaikum 

Ehem, bila dah ada blog. Mcmni pulak jadinyaa ouh. Asek nak becerita jea walaupun takda topic :)
Okay lets start.

Actually, tengah rindu ni. Rindu zaman-zaman bercinta dulu, hihi. Lepas tengok blog Wawa Juliet lahh ni, hee. Tengok blog dia rasa sweet jeaa. Teringatt :') Okay nak cerita. Haritu, punyalh nak jadi cerita kata rindu si dia ni. Shera and my famly, pegi makan dekat New Regent. Mama suddenly order banana split, which it was his favret ! I dah mula diam masa tuu. Then, ada cute lil baby nanges. Kakak dia pujuk, and called his name for a few times. Like " 'Sensored', 'Sensored' ". I was shocked. Really shocked. Nvmind, I just fkir maybe Allah nak uji. So i buat tips yg org selalu cakap tu ? Kalau rindu smbody, letak tapak tangan kt dada sambil baca Fatihah dan zikir dekat Allah, insyaAllah dia akan rasa rindu kita. I did it, and i just berserah pada Allah :')
Minta maaf.

Itso Itso, Publish!

Saturday, 2 February 2013

Youu ♥



Assalamualaikum 

Shera nak post lyric, yg shera dedicated untuk smone once upon a time :')

You 

You were there to light my day
You were there to guide me through
From my days down and on
I'll never stop thinking of you

How can i forget all that
When you're the one who make me smile
You'll always be a part of me
How i wish you were still mine

Never will forget the day
How we've met and came this far
We both know we've got this feeling
But somehow it has to end up here

I know it's me who said goodbye
And that's the hardest thing to do
Cause you mean so much to me
And guide the truth from me to you

For all the things i've done and said
For all the hurt that i've caused you
I hope you will forgive me baby
Cause that wasn't what i meant to do

Music kt blog shera skrg, lagu ni lah. Cuma shera pkae music jeaa, bagi tangkap cinn sikit, hihi. Hm, tetiba rasa nak nanges. Hee :')
Hey you ? No no him, yes him. 
Baca sini. I dont care how much you had hurt me. I dont care how much you wanna hurt me. I dont care how many times you left me. I dont care how many times you wanna leave me. I'll gonna be here whenever you need me. And i still could smile for you as often as you're with me. I wont let you know, how many times i cry becus of you anymore. It's not a curse but i'll just let karma pay the price. Eh honey ? Do you know how much imissyouu (T.T)
Minta maaf.

Itso, Itso. Publish!

Wednesday, 30 January 2013

Heyya !



Hello guys! I'm back :) 

Tahun baru. With a new versi of me, new att insyaAllah and new cute blog utk tatapan you guys!  Okayy. First of all, Alhamdulillah maseh boleh bernafas sampai ke tahun ni. Lepas SPM, gettin matured, gettin older ofcus gettin nearer with sakaratulmaut. Lets just forget about the past and buka buku baru utk tahun 2013 :) # Harapan blog kali ni kekal, taknak delete dah and harap takda saketkan hati orang dah. Yes, pengalaman mematangkan kita